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Decision
Starting Over
Well first let say I have a headache.. I woke up with it..
Now moving on..
Starting over can be the hardest thing to do.. but it can also be exciting.. Starting over gives you a chance to look back and learn from your mistakes..
For me I don’t think I chose 50 to start over I think it chose me.. It has shown me even with limitations.. I can still be free in my spirit and my mind.. It has shown me that I am still the butterfly.. I have released so much of my past hurts and failures.. I have also released people from their duty of loving me as only God can which is perfectly.. I place no expectations on man to give me the love I need for I know believe that they can only love and show love as they were taught and know how too..
I now know that the greatest love outside of Jehovah the Father, Son and Holy Spirit is self love..
So see I AM THAT ONE TO LOVE ME COMPLETELY..
The Original Me Ann
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Social Media
Social Media the story of our lives.. I was thinking this morning as I got ready for church how much I miss Facebook.. but like I said it was taking up a lot of my time that I could be using to for other things like blogging..
Now I here you saying well it’s blogging social media.. Well yes, yes it is.. but when I started blogging I found people like me that wasn’t afraid to write about not having all together.. I found people writing about the latest fashion to people wrestling depression, with so many unresolved issues.. It help me to realize that what I share with Facebook probably want get a lot of likes because my audience consists of people who can not admit to they self that they don’t have it all together so of course if you keep it real they can’t possibly like your status.. I look at Facebook as Fakebook a lot of fake people pretending they have it all together.. you know the ones you friends on Facebook but when they see you at church they walk over you to speak to someone else that’s right Fakebook.. I think that’s all I have to say about that.. I hope I’m not sounding judgmental because I have no Heaven or hell to put anyone in.. Like I said they may never like your status but that doesn’t mean they don’t like or most of all can’t relate that’s the problem they can relate but it must remain there secret..
Now getting back to blogging when you live sickness beyond your control and you find the walls closing .. you for ways to exist to feel, to find someone anyone who can relate to you, who can feel your pain.. so you search out Social Media, well at least I did and I found the Blogosphere a world of so many different people all searching their stories and I became one them..
The Original Me Ann
I AM THAT ONE
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Love
I love you Jesus..
I love you Jesus ..
I love you Jesus more than anyone..
Yes I love you Jesus for you loving me unconditionally..
Just want to tell you Jesus, I love you more than anyone..
I love you Jesus, for being my true friend..
Lord, I love you more than anything..
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PTSD
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Chronic
I had nerves burnt supposedly in my back to alleviate the pain in my back and legs.. I can’t feel too much in my back but my leg is killing me, it’s the muscle just above my foot.. He only done the left side and I have four weeks to see if it works.. if not he can forget the right side.. and he said I might experience this pain for two weeks.. the life of a chronic pain suffer..
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Braxton
His mom Whitney is a t-shirt sale all proceeds goes to Braxton’s medical cost and bills..
http://www.bonfire.com/braxton-beth-fight/
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Out crawls Ann.. 