Worth Sharing

imageThis reminds me of me.. The Pastor has told since December in his sermons that everyone cannot go with you to the next level.. yet for some reason I find it hard to completely walk away and be done..

Then to confirm everything Lisa Nichols said ” I am a better woman with you in my life” ( If I’m not then I don’t need you in my life) .. so I’m going to be obedient to Jehovah God ..

The Original Me Ann..

Calling Warriors

imagePlease share this with every God fearing pray answering Believer that you know.. Please call out his name before the mighty God.. we know and believe that Jesus is on the throne making daily intercession for us.. So let’s lift this family up before the thrown of Grace..

The Original Me Ann..

I Don’t Know

imageI’m trying hard to hang in here.. feeling overwhelmed since Thursday.. I wanted to stay in bed and cry all day but I had to help with the babies.. this was the first time in along time that I just couldn’t help with them.. I just wanted to be left alone..

Then my daughter gives me the speech.. momma you’re either gonna live or die.. you have to choose which one you’re gonna do.. you got to get up and tell yourself that you’re gonna live.. you’re gonna fight for your life.. to be here for me and your grand babies.. so stop crying..

I wish she would understand how hard it sometimes for me to even breathe.. I wish she would understand that it’s all I can do some days to stay in the race.. I don’t want to seem weak to her most days I am..

The injection to burn the nerves didn’t work.. my legs and back still hurt and I still have a hard time walking and standing.. I don’t know what to do anymore.. and I really wanna find another pain doctor because I don’t feel like he has my best interest at heart.. the Percocet he prescribed is not strong enough.. I don’t even know if it works on neuropathy.. it has so far so I don’t know if stronger dosage would help..

I feel like if I don’t start walking consistently my legs are just gonna get weaker, the pain in my hips and back has not changed so the decisions to suffer with exercise or without either way I’m in pain.. at least hopefully I could get in shape and feel okay about that.. I gotta learn to live with the pain, depression and panic attacks..

Yes I believe in God and the power of Jesus healing power.. I believe that He is well ever to deliver me.. just as I believe He is well able to keep me in whatever state I’m in.. I know it’s okay to vent and express my emotions.. God Himself tells us there is a time for everything under the sun.. this my time to release my feelings.. as always be bless..

The Original Me Ann..

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Can I Scream

Just getting off the phone with my mortgage company.. I could freakin scream.. I say God I wanna everything to be used for your glory.. but when you say that it’s like all hell breaks loose..

All I want is my kitchen fixed from the fire damage that happened almost a year ago.. and every document submitted is wrong.. so of course my Chronic Depression has kick in I’m freaking crying on the phone not just about my kitchen.. but I went to the grocery and ended up calling my son because it was too much physically and emotionally.. the injection to burn the nerves in my back has done something to the muscles above my knees and now it’s like I have muscle spasms in it.. its like I’m damn if I do or don’t.. I feel emotionally drained.. but enough about me..

Last month I focused on schizophrenia.. I learned that the voices are real.. I learned a lot from following Schizophrenia 548.. that’s  www.schizophrenia548.com  I like how he writes his blog and that he shares about the voices and what he does to quiet them down.. Even if you’re like me and don’t have schizophrenia.. at least I don’t think I do check him..

This month I will be learning about PTSD.. so here wishing for a great rest of the day.. Stay strong and bless.. and guess what there is a silver lining in the midst of our storms..

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The Original Me Ann..

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Photo.. I probably already posted this one..

When You Pray

I am post this to the blogosphere.. in hopes that it will be shared with prayer warriors..

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imageThis is lil Braxton please pray for him as if he was your grandson or child.. To God be all the glory for Braxton healing..

Again please share this so other warriors my pray..  The Original Me Ann

My Life..

imageBugg is picking out CoCo hair..

imageBugg giving Chunk Chunk a kiss..

imageCoCo showing off his art work..

These are my babies and I shall spend my remaining days in there company.. until they become well hell I guess forever.. for I shall never leave them…

The Original Me Ann..

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