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It’s been a minute.. and so much has happened but I wanted to let the Blogosphere know that I’m still here.. they say setback sets you up for a comeback.. well I should be on top of the world soon..

Remember guys the holidays are the hardest when those dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts .. so keep watchful eyes on your family, friends, co-workers even a stranger that you may come in contact with.. as hard as it maybe for those of us to believe that someone cares us they do..

So as you go through out your day always look for ways to show yourself friendly and if you can give nothing else but a smile ,a listening ear ,as you walk away a warm hug.. and a genuine I’m praying with you.. just know it may save someone life..

I’ve been thinking about you “Say what you mean” praying all is well..

Blessings to you in Blogosphere

The Original Me Ann

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Where can I run when there’s no one to run to.. Where can I run when there are no arms open wide.. Where can I run when all I see is darkness.. Where can I run when there is no one to hold on to.. Where can I run when I can’t find a hand to grasp on to.. Where can I run when it’s cold outside and the rain want stop..

Where can I run when I’m all out of breath.. You were my last hope but like so many others you faded into the night..

So where can I run when there is no one holding the light..

The Original Me Ann

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Change

 

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I think it was said said on twitter that you can’t want change but never make it.. Change is all around us, sometimes it’s good and sometimes it’s bad.. and eventually we learn to live with change..

I myself recently made some changes like turning fifty and coming into all this knowledge it sounds crazy but it’s true..

Things I lost along the way.. I have found again.. Like I would rather be alone than to accept crumbs from a man.. Things I wish that young girls knew like how beautiful they are.. how precious we are in the sight of God.. that there is no need to fight and beg for crumbs from undeserving guy.. That like me you to hold the key to your happiness..

I was encouraged to take three months just for me, to learn me and most of all fall in love with me again.. and it’s not easy because I face a lot of challenges.. but if I have learned one thing it’s to keep my focus on Jesus.. and the I believe what the word of God say “I am the Apple of His Almighty Jehovah God eye and I push on.. in being confident of this I Will NOT BEG FOR CRUMBS.. No matter how bad I feel I tell myself I am that ONE..

The Original Me Ann

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My Soul

imageMy soul is sad today.. I don’t know why.. tears streaming down like a river.. no one to call, no one to lay my head on.. no one to call my own.. you’d think by now I’d be used to it.. you’d think that I’d be strong enough to walk alone.. but I’m not.. I hate when it hits me and I can’t shake it off.. I hate being depressed and days like today when I don’t want to fight it.. when I wanna wrap up in it’s loneliness.. and let it cover me like my favorite blanket.. when I don’t want to breathe are hold on for anyone.. when I’ve encouraged everyone and I look around and theirs no one to encourage me.. and today the fight is to hard.. so I sit in my state of depression and pray that tomorrow will be a better day.. a day that I realize loneliness like everything else doesn’t last forever.. and dreams do come true.. and one day God will give me to some one to share my every- thing I am with..

The Original Me Ann..

 

Morning Devotion

img_1660We pray and ask God to keep and protect the ones we love.. we ask Him for blessing after blessing.. but do we Worship Him..

Worship is celebrating Him as Creator and thanking Him for all He created.. as you get your prayer on .. don’t forget to worship the Creator and Sustainer of your life..  

 

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